March 2012
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February 2012
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January 2012
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December 2011
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A year later and time has done nothing to ease the...
I miss you so much A’gux.
R.I.P. A’gux, Gux, Beloved, Grammie, My Strenght.
12.08.2010
November 2011
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October 2011
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Someone wake me up from this nightmare
I had a dream last night. A nightmare rather. I was running in a never ending road towards Aac Gux, then kicking the walls that suddenly appeared, then screaming into darkness, then back in my room hitting my pillow. I kicked Sissy and she woke up, soothing me, “It was just a bad dream, it’s okay.”
I really woke up. Reality. Sissy is still sound asleep next to me. And it’s...
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He giveth and He taketh
I know you may wish to take her home and she has lived a long joyous life. But, I’m not ready to let her go Lord….
I feel like I haven’t had time to even think of being in a state where I’m no longer mourning. Sleep a night without staring at pictures of ones I’ve only just said good bye to… wishing, praying, begging, things will be different when I awake.
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Check-In
I must admit I’m a little disappointed. I walk into work and almost everyone asked if I was feeling better. But, over a decade of Sundays and maybe more with some, no one did any checking as to how I was doing. Maybe my absence went simply unnoticed.
If you’re wondering now, it’s just the flu. No biggie really. After prayers and consuming a gallon of orange juice, I’m...
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September 2011
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Driving home in the rain, nonstop tears, I can't...
Because when I get home Thumper won’t be there to greet me….
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Yours Truly
Apologies went unexplained
Leaving me confused
And you amused, now that, that only fused
The anger that shook within my body and rattled my tear ducts
I thought to myself, “Damn this weekend F-in sucks!”
“Let us move on, I’m fine,” I lied
Trying to make the best of the weekend, you easily believed me
Looking pass the truth that weld up in my eyes
I sat there trying to grasp the night that...
Ten years later, we stand with all those who lost...
Couldn’t have said it any better. Ten years later and it’s still a shock. Lord hold them…
Abba I pray
9 Be merciful to me, Lord, for I am in distress; my eyes grow weak with sorrow, my soul and body with grief.
10 My life is consumed by anguish and my years by groaning; my strength fails because of my affliction, and my bones grow weak.
12 I am forgotten as though I were dead; I have become like broken pottery.
14 But I trust in You, Lord; I say, “You are my God.”
16 Let Your face...
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August 2011
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I hate being so mad and frustrated to the point where all I can do is cry. Then I just feel like a cry baby. When in reality I want to punch a billion holes in the wall, I want to yell at the top of my lungs, I want to have super powers and zoom out of the situation.
It took every single ounce of me to pretend everything was okay just so they would get off my back. Literally having to keep my...
It’s true what they say: The ones closest to you can hurt you the worst. So tell me now, how do I stop this numbness from its continual manifestation and the distancing myself from those around me?
Thank you world for showing me again that friends will always continue to fail me. And in the end for showing me God’s the only friend that hasn’t.
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There are 425 sheets per roll of Kirkland...
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I use Kirkland toliet paper!! HaaaAay!
I like following this tumblr, I always learn new things:)
I missed you yesterday. I miss you now. I’ll be missing you tomorrow.
RIP my beloved Aac Gux
12.08.10
July 2011
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As a grown woman, understand-there are still times when that little girl inside seeks the approval of her parents.
That disappointing moment when you come to the conclusion that maybe the person you have a little crush on isn’t that super sweet guy you thought he was…
June 2011
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“God blesses you to become a blessing.”
– Steve Harvey when accepting the BET Humanitarian Award.
Audio Bible
Bible on audio=best invention ever. I like the character it adds to the Bible. Nightly routine…falling asleep to the Word:)
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Listen
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The Squeezings of my Brain Grapes.: What Kind Of... →
Ladies, this is real talk. Say that! DO NOT settle for anything less.
jedbrewer:
One of the most common – and most beautiful – attributes amongst Christian ladies is a desire to nurture. A desire to comfort, and encourage, and serve.
In the right context, this is an amazing, Godly aim. In the wrong context, it will really mess you up.
What tends to happen for a lot of Christian gals is that they...
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Attention Guys: What Kind of Woman Should I Be... →
I mean can you handle a real woman? If you can’t, my suggestion, don’t try to speak to me;)
jedbrewer:
As a lot of you know, I work with Unka Glen on his ministry staff. We talked about writing a companion piece to my post “What Kind of a Guy Should I Be Looking For?” Well, here it is…
What kind of woman should I be looking for? Three words: confident and strong. Let’s be honest,...
May 2011
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Sometimes living in a world like this It’s pretty hard not to go insane Not pretty if you don’t comply Pretty easy if you don’t complain Stand there like you don’t feel pain No tears in the face of defeat Pretend til the end that you don’t feel change Don’t admit that your faith is weak Don’t say that you feel like dying Life’s hard and it feels like...
I read and color to escape
…but in all books you’ll eventually come to the last page.
